Fuck everyone…. the guy I like changed he isn’t what he used to be…. if you want me to be happy you will shut up and let me learn from my mistakes… I know you are just looking out for me but stop I don’t need a watch dog… I want to be happy for once an if I don’t take a chance once in my life I will never know what being happy is. I’m tired of staying back and keeping it safe. So everyone just shut up and stop telling me the bad things and start telling me the good. I don’t give a fuck if you hooked up with him and things didn’t work out…yeah I feel bad for you but just let people learn from there own mistakes…I will learn if things don’t work out but I will never learn if I don’t try.
Everyone today at school was talking about there vacations and where they went. This is where I wanna be everyday.
How come guys call you beautiful and you believe them, then they go and hit on ever other girl in the school. I really do not get it. He said he had a huge crush on me since the beggining of the year. Then I thouhght I liked him, but that changed. Most guys are annoying, or clingy, or just mean. I actually thought this guy was different. But whatever guys will hopefully grow up and learn that they can’t get away with it forever. and those guys that do get away with it, I feel bad for those girls.
I love this guy but he doesn’t no it. I have known him forever and he is one of my good friends. Whenever I hear or see him I get butterflies in my stomach and they don’t go away. Last spring my friend told me that he had a girlfriend, I felt like shit, I wanted to cry, so I did. The next time I saw him I didn’t no what to do. I love him and I want him to know it but I don’t want to ruin his relationship. I just want him to be happy.
Whenever I see this picture I thing of peace. The butterfly looks so peacefully on that flower. Nothing is bothering it and nothing is going to happen to it.
Why do guys have to be so mean. I’m standing in class minding my own business and this guy turns to his friend and says something and then his friend looks at my and laughs. So I say what. And he’s like nothing. Then they tell another friend. So a few classes later those three guys and me are in another class together and one of them wants gum so he asks me and I said no you were talking behind my back before and then everyone starts laughing at him but with me. (that was the third guy) the second guy comes over and says I’ll tell you, but never does. But when the first guy heard that the second guy said he was going to tell me he turned all red and said well your just going to lie to her. Then a few days later me and a friend are hanging out and we see the first guy with a different group of friends and me and my friend are about a quarter a mile in front of them and they start yelling my name and the first guy yells at them and tells them to shut up. If you don’t want them to say anything you should have told them.
Do you err feel like you aren’t wanted by your family. How they just don’t answer when you call or forget to pick you up after practice and your waiting there for 40 minutes and then have to walk 2 miles home at 7:30pm. Well it’s been happening to me this whole week. It sucks. I was giving my mom sass the other night and right after dinner she sends me to my room and it’s like 5pm what am I supposed to do sit on my bed and do nothing, well turns out that is what you do. I sat there forever just waiting till I got tired and fell asleep. And today she desires to be meant me and tells me she will pick me up at a certain time and when she picks me up she’s nice again I don’t get it.
